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Finding connections between
hyper-femininity and aggression, my current work is fueled by a fascination
with the history of girl culture. As I question power dynamics in female
relationships, empowerment, victimization, bullying, and social aggression develop
into recurring themes. My experiences growing up the oldest of eight daughters,
and then attending an all women’s university in the South inform my work and
process. Rites of passage, such as baptisms, pageants, birthday parties, and
debutant balls, are environments I am interested in faking.
I work in many mediums and at
diverse scales simultaneously, each material demands a unique handling; from
hand sewing, to bending wire, to mixing gelatinous plastics. Sourcing crafting materials, including glitter,
sequins, satin, spray foam, puffy paint, and Styrofoam, I construct saccharine
formations resembling mountainous piles of post-party Barbie puke or
pre-pageant nausea. I limit my palette primarily to shades of pink because
there is something perverted and rococo about an excess of pink.
My mean girls are a baroque gang of hanging stalactites and organic
forms, glittering and dressed in satin ruffles and tulle, remnants of wedding
and prom dresses. Equally prepared for combat or a catfight, they form a narrative
in their relationships with one another. In my panties series, shimmering bruises cover the stomachs and thighs of
exposed girls. Castaspella, a mylar
based wall-sized collage, depicts snakes
weaving through loose hoop skirt forms and cotton candy clouds with text
stating “magic will make you beautiful”. Painted cow bones and banisters pile a
corner space in sweetmeats and a small
sparkling plaque asking “who killed jonbenet?” hangs nearby.
Each piece is grasping at the formation
of questions concerning female power within community. Most works are titled after
characters from She-Ra: Princess of Power a 1980s super-heroine
cartoon, starring the freedom fighting twin sister of He-Man. Violence and
femininity clash in Mattel’s television program, as female warriors fight
femme-fatales. Through magic and fearlessness they save their friends and
themselves from enslavement, prompting me to question “Could I do this too?”.